I just love this song. Scandalicious! Beautiful rendition and performance. Salacious and pure enchantress!
I got that in my mind when I was really struggling to motivate myself to exercise after the raya slump. This time around, it took a mind boggling long time to start. I was saddened by it. So, when I finally gathered my wits about me to start jogging around the lake three times, I realised that I was actually confronting myself, who was doubting that I can even start doing it. I finished that day with 18 laps of swimming and 3 round the lake jogs. I even got an upper body routine done in the gym. That was a wonderful day.
I did stretched my mind to say yes, I can do it. I remembered telling my self, a bit sad really, but the sudden realisation really made me burst with semangat. “Nobody is going to finish it for me. Nobody is gonna finish it for me. Nobody is going to do it for me if I don’t do it. Nobody is going to swim to make it a perfect 10 laps set”.
That was what pushed me to give it another go when all my mental strength seems about to fold up at jog time. Nobody is going to finish it for me. Nobody is going to do it for me. So, I have to do it. I want the desired effects, Nobody else could care less. But I wanted it so finally I managed to break the mental barrier that perhaps would bring in a new frontier in my quest to achieve fitness and health.
Okay, am not gonna lie to you that I took the next day off although my heart was thinking that what if I continue the routine …but the rest was welcomed. I hope to strive smarter in trying different solutions to challenge my fitness routines.
One of the most important shock I had was when my Director died of heart attack at 35 years old. I vowed to take care of myself better. There’s no rush. I will get to where I need to be, in my own time.
Picture credit to Ed-Fairburn, ThisisColassal